i'm losing u .. seriously ..
well . to be honest, i'm losing u , since u didn't show urself , in front of me .. okayy , this is all my fault . my fault coz i said that i dont wanna see u anymore .. *stupid girl* , and now, u have dissapeared because of my mistake .. how can i be very" stupid girl ? how can i say that i dont wanna see u ??!! aargghhh .. it's drive me crazy !! i have a reason why i said that to u .. not because i do so mean, but i just dont wanna ruin everything .. i just dont wanna hurt anybody .. :( so plis, to be honest, i really need u .. really really need u . deep in my heart, u're my still best friend , *maybe more than that*.. u're still my J .. when i see ur face, i wanna hold u , hug u .. i want u to come to my home, stick together, and play for all day long like we used to do .. there's soooo much i've to tell u .. to be honest , I MISS U SOOOO BADLY .. seriously , i miss u sooo much .. i miss ur word, i miss ur angry, i miss when u give me an advice, i